Poem 101: Do I have a friend?

Do Ilook so pale?
Because I, only me, don;t have a friend..

I'm just like a river
whos running by in the dark
without heat, I'm colder
than the heat of my heart

what do I deserve?
if a man like me don't have a friend?
to care or to reserve
I'm like a rolling chest

Help me I'm swelled up
in my own loneliness
those light who are trapped
Do I get paleness??

but in the dark they glow
the light of my hail
so I made myself a friend
now I'm not look like pale ....